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Stormy Day
8 days into my media/meat/dessert fast and I’m really starting to feel it. Maybe its having a day off after a ministry filled weekend. Maybe the post conference lull is finally getting to me. Or maybe it’s the fact that it’s raining like mad right now (by San Diego standards, it’s like the end of the world… click map for visual). But I woke up this morning and felt very alone…
The feeling didn’t go away through the day and more than ever I found myself wanting to drown out the feeling in front of the tube, stalking people on Facebook, eating my room mates chocolate, or chatting away on AIM. At one point, I was looking at my iPhone and the games that I had left on my phone from before my fast had the same appeal to me as crack cocaine.
As I laid there in bed, trying to get my day started somehow, I began to realize how much “stuff” I do to keep myself from facing my poverty of loneliness. I mean I wonder how much of my life is driven by the need to feel connected to someone or something. The way I do ministry, the attention I give to my friends/family, the time I waste online… is it really all done to just cover up this gaping need in my heart to feel connected? Read the rest of this entry
SD InterVarsity Video
Check out our new San Diego InterVarsity promo video. I’m pretty sure this is the best piece of publicity we’ve ever created. It paints a really compelling picture of why we need InterVarsity on our campuses in SD!
I’m not going to claim I know all the answers. Nor am I going to speak on behalf of any organization or particular group. Rather I want to speak right now as a follower of Jesus who is desperately seeking God’s heart on how to act 